Only You

Went to youth group tonight. We sang several worship songs and it was so beautiful. The song "Only You" really hit me between the eyes. I have sung that song probably a hundred times, and I don't know if I have ever really sung it before. I felt like the Holy Spirit just infused it with meaning so it was brand new to me. The chorus says:

only You can fill my deepest longing

only You can breath in me new life

only You can fill my heart with laughter

only You can answer my heart's cry

I felt deep appreciation well up inside of me. A thankfulness I'm not sure I can express. The path God has led us on has been so awesome. He allowed me to know what its like to go through a season of doubt and praying before he gave me my heart's desire. During that time He really impressed upon me how much He loved me and that He was all I needed. And now that I am pregnant, I know that Henry can't be my deepest longing. He is a gift from God to be sure. But Jesus is who I long for. My prayer is that I always remember Who is first. If I get that right I know that everything else will fall into place.